Silence is everywhere
No one here and no one there
everyone has gone
to have some fun
no one calls
no one cares
no one asks
they are all like doors
open and close at anytime
Little women-نساء صغيرات
م
28-08-2008 | 09:25 PM
&
28-08-2008 | 11:10 PM
Behind the Doors
When people choose to be doors..
And at me will open or close!!
================
Shouldn't I be ..
their trustful key!!
& open their locked hearts!!
==========================
But, without forgetting to buy..
lots & lots of iron locks!!
==========================
to shut their angry looks..
that they r gonna shoot sometimes..
========================
from their disagreeable eyes
ب
06-09-2008 | 07:17 PM
Back to School
It wasn't along time when we'd finished studying , it looks like few days, when we left school,.. I cudn't stay for longer time , when I went to school today, nothing's changed .. the same moral, feelings and tiredness, our soul r still tired and suffering from that bad noise
I cud feel that I was there in the crowded classrooms with that noisy pupils
We started the new school year today.. nooo!!!!! I restart cuz I never stop working
************
It's the beginning of the new schoolar year
It wasn't along time when we'd finished studying , it looks like few days, when we left school,.. I cudn't stay for longer time , when I went to school today, nothing's changed .. the same moral, feelings and tiredness, our soul r still tired and suffering from that bad noise
I cud feel that I was there in the crowded classrooms with that noisy pupils
We started the new school year today.. nooo!!!!! I restart cuz I never stop working
************
It's the beginning of the new schoolar year
r
09-09-2008 | 03:40 AM
hello there !!
green salad .. your wish was granted..
but I have to admit... one of my wishes
was granted too when I saw this topic..
I wonder how I never saw it before :ss:
anyway.. I hat lots of comments since I started reading
and I need to say your diaries are great !
loved mixing imagination with truth..
loved the idea of midnight.. cinderella might
be running...etc
you are a dreamy girl but that is sooo beautiful
don't lose it..
I like deep thoughts .. trying to see beyond the surface..
getting -novel- ideas ..
you actually made me miss how I used to have those thoughts
and fly really high faaar far away ..
beyond anyone's reach..
before i forget those are few things I had to
comment upon..
by the way i am not going to comment on anyone's mistakes :P
it's boring >> frank hhh
but I hope you don't mind me saying green salad
that your language is good .. but your ideas are
way greater..so I sincerely hope your language
will become as magnificent as your imagination..
a lot of my friends
describe me as lovable.. and one once said
that I am just PURE..
it was really nice ..so nice i didn't forget them
though i forget a lot !
****
I like the idea of farewell
but you forgot something my dear...
the e in the middle..
it is the eternal feeling of loss....
****
I really liked
the idea in that poem.. friends without faces..
you know why??
because when you talk to friends online
you talk to EMOTIONS only .. not bearing
in mind appearances and opinions said
by others and judgements of the society..
***
mmmm mashallah
you have a novelist's style in writing..
studying English literature has obviously
carved its effect in your soul..
***
why is everyone
saying you are old ?? how old are you ??
***
I don't think a person should write bad memories in
a diary.. every time you read them you feel bad
again..and sorry for yourself..
so the best thing to do is >>
when you feel bad.. open a new document
let it alllll out..
and after you are done..
click that red x..
do you want to save the changes made to this document?
noooo... because writing bad memories
should be like writing in sand... :wink:
***
i never knew you
wrote about our chase !!
something is still unknown to me..
if you did really like that night..
why run ?? let's do it again girl..
***
thanks for sharing those moments..
I will try to let you share some of mine
one day ;)
green salad .. your wish was granted..
but I have to admit... one of my wishes
was granted too when I saw this topic..
I wonder how I never saw it before :ss:
anyway.. I hat lots of comments since I started reading
and I need to say your diaries are great !
loved mixing imagination with truth..
loved the idea of midnight.. cinderella might
be running...etc
you are a dreamy girl but that is sooo beautiful
don't lose it..
I like deep thoughts .. trying to see beyond the surface..
getting -novel- ideas ..
you actually made me miss how I used to have those thoughts
and fly really high faaar far away ..
beyond anyone's reach..
before i forget those are few things I had to
comment upon..
by the way i am not going to comment on anyone's mistakes :P
it's boring >> frank hhh
but I hope you don't mind me saying green salad
that your language is good .. but your ideas are
way greater..so I sincerely hope your language
will become as magnificent as your imagination..
Green salad;6701957:
21st of July
How do my family & friends describe me ??
- Dad=you are a wise person!!!That's true coz some times I have great solutions and ideas to lots of our family's problems except mine!!! Instead I'll run crying to him and mum!!
- Mom= You are an emotional person who thinks too much of others feelings and forget yours!!
-Big sister= You are a fair person who hate to see somebody get blamed by others and forget that she loves to blame herself alot!!!
-Little sister=Sometime you are a clever sister and some times you are stu......Ahem!Coz you do not know anything in maths & always asking me to help you in accounting your money if you need to pay or take ur change from the seller when we go shopping together!!
-Brother= you are a very short sister!!!
Friends=You are an organize ,sensitive,shy,helpful (-beautiful-smart-outstanding) friend!
The last three adjectives was not added by me!! hehehehe
Anyway we people need our friends and family to reflect our personality coz through them we can see both of our good & bad sides!!
Notes: before you befriend anybody check if he is a broken mirror or not
:9_33:
===========================================================
a lot of my friends
describe me as lovable.. and one once said
that I am just PURE..
it was really nice ..so nice i didn't forget them
though i forget a lot !
****
Green salad;6685584:
Sunday 20th of July
-When somebody is gonna leave you... What shall you do to make him come back????
-I'm gonna give you a nice idea!!
-Take apiece of paper and write the word:farewell!!
Torn the paper in the middle!!
-Give him the first piece of it coz he is gonna go -Far- away from you!!
- Take the other half of the paper coz you are gonna -well-come him back if he'll return to you!!
Notes: I hope that you can meet your beloved sister very soon my dear, Sally!!
:9_33:
I like the idea of farewell
but you forgot something my dear...
the e in the middle..
it is the eternal feeling of loss....
****
I really liked
the idea in that poem.. friends without faces..
you know why??
because when you talk to friends online
you talk to EMOTIONS only .. not bearing
in mind appearances and opinions said
by others and judgements of the society..
***
mmmm mashallah
you have a novelist's style in writing..
studying English literature has obviously
carved its effect in your soul..
***
why is everyone
saying you are old ?? how old are you ??
***
I don't think a person should write bad memories in
a diary.. every time you read them you feel bad
again..and sorry for yourself..
so the best thing to do is >>
when you feel bad.. open a new document
let it alllll out..
and after you are done..
click that red x..
do you want to save the changes made to this document?
noooo... because writing bad memories
should be like writing in sand... :wink:
***
i never knew you
wrote about our chase !!
something is still unknown to me..
if you did really like that night..
why run ?? let's do it again girl..
***
thanks for sharing those moments..
I will try to let you share some of mine
one day ;)
&
09-09-2008 | 03:27 PM
Two rival hearts
When she finished reading my opened heart...
She raised her proud head , high ..
& stared directly at my anxious eyes to say :
"You are allowing your PURE EMOTIONS to run
away from your naive..unlocked heart!!
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!
That's O.K ,sis!! Coz in this way they can be renewed easily
& there will be more free spaces..
for the other people's EMOTIONS to be slipped inside!!
So, you can be described as lovable!!"
:16::15::16::15:
"Do not loose the dreamy girl in you,
Hold her hand tight and watch her close every time
even when she wakes you up suddenly at.. midnight !!"
:16: :15::16::15::16:
She also said : "Your wide imagination is controlled by your great will .... very well !!"
"The box of language in your brain is good but ,needs to be filled with new.. fresh
shiny words..!!"
"Ask the other language sources to make a great donation for it!!"
"So, I can read a really magnificent heart next time!!"
:16::15::16::16::16:
======================
I thanked her & said "
"..Can I ask you to open your mature locked heart ??"
"Will you write more??.. Coz I really want to borrow from your
language box some more words & expressions to
make my mind as rich as yours!!
She looked at me and said :"I may ask my stubborn selfish self.. itself
to open it..
one day
for you
!!
___________________________________________________________________________________
Notes" I would not write any one from those lived diaries of mine if I was still
traveling using the old train's life from the loud & noisy twenties station !!
I am soo happy to be waiting in the thirties station coz it is sooo calm & peaceful
!!
:9_33:
.
ب
09-09-2008 | 05:58 PM
]Your Disappearance
The distance that stand between us
Cannot stand in my way
When it comes to Get Well Wishes
That I send to you today.
For I’ve heard that you disappear
I can feel why
You don't feel OK
I cry …. pray
And I can't stop
For your being OK;
Even though
I can’t be there with you
My heart is wishing that I could
Never could I
But my heart never stays away
It runs along the distance
To take care of you
And I stay here
Far away
Can't see or say
But wish you being Ok
The distance that stand between us
Cannot stand in my way
When it comes to Get Well Wishes
That I send to you today.
For I’ve heard that you disappear
I can feel why
You don't feel OK
I cry …. pray
And I can't stop
For your being OK;
Even though
I can’t be there with you
My heart is wishing that I could
Never could I
But my heart never stays away
It runs along the distance
To take care of you
And I stay here
Far away
Can't see or say
But wish you being Ok
r
10-09-2008 | 02:58 AM
hi..
today I had a business meeting with friends..
it is funny how in few hours you can ....
change !!
not forever but your mood, thoughts, tone...etc
at times we yelled at each other let's get it all over with
stop all those side talks !!
back to business..
at other times we were saaaaaaaaaaad...:(
comforting each other.. and praying for a sick friend..
there were moments when we were laughing and
commenting on each other :))
friends are the best thing in life..
how do you know ??
when you are with great friends..
you lose track of time..
it flies quickly..
as they say: time flies when you're happy :)
so if they make you happy .. they are good friends..
I sincerely hope to keep them.. forever..
and I am not ashamed of being selfish in that sense...
today I had a business meeting with friends..
it is funny how in few hours you can ....
change !!
not forever but your mood, thoughts, tone...etc
at times we yelled at each other let's get it all over with
stop all those side talks !!
back to business..
at other times we were saaaaaaaaaaad...:(
comforting each other.. and praying for a sick friend..
there were moments when we were laughing and
commenting on each other :))
friends are the best thing in life..
how do you know ??
when you are with great friends..
you lose track of time..
it flies quickly..
as they say: time flies when you're happy :)
so if they make you happy .. they are good friends..
I sincerely hope to keep them.. forever..
and I am not ashamed of being selfish in that sense...
ب
10-09-2008 | 03:33 AM
Come Back
World is amazing place
When you are near
It's miserable
When you are far
Come back , without you
The journey is dreary
Please, sweety
Come back, before
I loose my way
=============
Dear friends, I'm really lost without you
World is amazing place
When you are near
It's miserable
When you are far
Come back , without you
The journey is dreary
Please, sweety
Come back, before
I loose my way
=============
Dear friends, I'm really lost without you
M
10-09-2008 | 05:30 AM
i couldn't sleep this night so i feel sooooooooooo angry
:confused:
:confused:
ب
10-09-2008 | 01:11 PM
Friendship.... Could you difine the Frienship?l
Friendship isn't always easily described. The Eskimos, they say, have a hundred different words for snow. Unfortunately, the English language isn't quite as innovative, though it has vast opportunities to differentiate meaning. Certainly, Love is one of those opportunities. And so, too, is Friendship.
Instead of different words, however, we're stuck with simple adjectives. Close friend. Best friend. Childhood friend. Intimate friend. Trusted friend. Beloved friend. But whether you use adjectives or different words, few could deny the nearly infinite meaning in such a simple word.
Friends are special people. We can't pick our family, and we're sorely limited in the number of them at any rate. Society and mores (and often our own conscience) dictate we select a single mate. But our friends can be as diverse and infinite as the adjectives we choose. Our friends, in a very real sense, reflect the choices we make in life.
Friendship isn't always easily described. The Eskimos, they say, have a hundred different words for snow. Unfortunately, the English language isn't quite as innovative, though it has vast opportunities to differentiate meaning. Certainly, Love is one of those opportunities. And so, too, is Friendship.
Instead of different words, however, we're stuck with simple adjectives. Close friend. Best friend. Childhood friend. Intimate friend. Trusted friend. Beloved friend. But whether you use adjectives or different words, few could deny the nearly infinite meaning in such a simple word.
Friends are special people. We can't pick our family, and we're sorely limited in the number of them at any rate. Society and mores (and often our own conscience) dictate we select a single mate. But our friends can be as diverse and infinite as the adjectives we choose. Our friends, in a very real sense, reflect the choices we make in life.
&
10-09-2008 | 04:01 PM
The Poetry Bakery
-There is a famous bakery in our neighbourhood
, called : The Tasty Poetry Bakery !!
-Every day when my soul feels hungry I will
dash there & be their 1st costumer in the early morning .
-MR.Poet is the owner of this little amazing shop and also its famous talented baker.
- He always keeps for me the best apple poem pie in his shop & makes me a special sweety ballad cheesecake.. for being his regular favorable taster !!
- I phoned him today and asked him to prepare at urgent a big strawberry
poem cake.. to celebrate Ms.lovely friendship's birthday with my
best friends !!
-He sent me this beautiful cake that was made by a really talented chef from his active staff called: ~Larry S. Chengges~
-It was along one & it was lovely decorated.. He wrote at the top of it:
Thank you for being my friend
Thank you for believing in me
when I found it difficult
to believe in myself...
:1_3:
for saying what I've needed
to hear sometimes,
instead of what I've wanted
to hear...
:1_3:
for siding with me...
and for giving me
another side to consider.
:1_3:
Thank you for opening
yourself up to me...
for trusting me with your thoughts
and disappointments and dreams...
:1_3:
for knowing you can depend on me
and for asking my help
when you've needed it.
:1_3:
Thank you for putting so much
thought and care and imagination
into our friendship...
:1_3:
for sharing so many nice times
and making so many
special memories with me.
:1_3:
Thank you for always being honest with me
being kind to me...being there for me.
:1_3:
Thank you for being a friend to me
in so many meaningful ways.
~Larry S. Chengges
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Notes: Thank you my dear friends for Keeping your true identity..faithful friends
forever
!!
:9_33:
-There is a famous bakery in our neighbourhood
, called : The Tasty Poetry Bakery !!
-Every day when my soul feels hungry I will
dash there & be their 1st costumer in the early morning .
-MR.Poet is the owner of this little amazing shop and also its famous talented baker.
- He always keeps for me the best apple poem pie in his shop & makes me a special sweety ballad cheesecake.. for being his regular favorable taster !!
- I phoned him today and asked him to prepare at urgent a big strawberry
poem cake.. to celebrate Ms.lovely friendship's birthday with my
best friends !!
-He sent me this beautiful cake that was made by a really talented chef from his active staff called: ~Larry S. Chengges~
-It was along one & it was lovely decorated.. He wrote at the top of it:
Thank you for being my friend
Thank you for believing in me
when I found it difficult
to believe in myself...
:1_3:
for saying what I've needed
to hear sometimes,
instead of what I've wanted
to hear...
:1_3:
for siding with me...
and for giving me
another side to consider.
:1_3:
Thank you for opening
yourself up to me...
for trusting me with your thoughts
and disappointments and dreams...
:1_3:
for knowing you can depend on me
and for asking my help
when you've needed it.
:1_3:
Thank you for putting so much
thought and care and imagination
into our friendship...
:1_3:
for sharing so many nice times
and making so many
special memories with me.
:1_3:
Thank you for always being honest with me
being kind to me...being there for me.
:1_3:
Thank you for being a friend to me
in so many meaningful ways.
~Larry S. Chengges
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Notes: Thank you my dear friends for Keeping your true identity..faithful friends
forever
!!
:9_33:
&
10-09-2008 | 08:10 PM
Bent ,Remarkable,Amoula
I enjoyed reading your open heart,,So
I enjoyed reading your open heart,,So
r
11-09-2008 | 03:04 AM
today I heard good news..
and i was soo happy despite the bad feelings that
were flying around...
and i was soo happy despite the bad feelings that
were flying around...
ب
11-09-2008 | 03:18 PM
Trivial words
Trivial…
All what I'm writing,
Is trivial
I'll never write again
Why I've to write
If you wont read my trivial words
:16:
Why I've to write
If my emotion is bigger
than the words
Why I keep writing
:16:
If love stronger than the expressions
Why I carry on
If you keep disappeared
(w)(w)
You've chosen to disappear
So, have I
You've kept away
So, I' ll keep silence
And never write again
such triavial words
:16::16::16::16::16::16::16::16::16::16:
I'm trying to be patient during your absence... I hope if I could bear more
Trivial…
All what I'm writing,
Is trivial
I'll never write again
Why I've to write
If you wont read my trivial words
:16:
Why I've to write
If my emotion is bigger
than the words
Why I keep writing
:16:
If love stronger than the expressions
Why I carry on
If you keep disappeared
(w)(w)
You've chosen to disappear
So, have I
You've kept away
So, I' ll keep silence
And never write again
such triavial words
:16::16::16::16::16::16::16::16::16::16:
I'm trying to be patient during your absence... I hope if I could bear more
&
11-09-2008 | 03:59 PM
Sorry!!
I am soo sorry sweety,,but really.. I can not praise those kind of words
or even make high of one of them!!
coz if 'll do so,
they won't be
Trivial any more!!
Which means that I will never hear
their
loving
&
caring
cry
for
my
missing
.
&
.
runaway
.
.
soul
to
.
.
turn
.
.
back
.
.
to
.
.
yours
!!
==============================================================================
[COLOR=Red]Notes: sweety,stop missing the others'selfish souls!!
Take care of yours!!
Coz when you lose it !!
You[/COLOR][COLOR=Red]
[/COLOR][COLOR=Red] will
be
completely
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
lonely[/COLOR][COLOR=Red]
!!
[/COLOR]
:9_33:
ب
13-09-2008 | 04:49 AM
Friendship
Friendship is a precious gift in life. it's great present from ALLAH, that help us to learn how to trust one another and sharing the parts of your soul that long for understanding.
It's as one a poet said in his poem
[FRAME="7 70"]
Follow Me[/COLOR
]by Michelle Newton
[COLOR="SeaGreen"]Take my hand and follow me
to that place I long to be.
Take my hand and trust my way,
in that place forever stay.
Follow me toward the sand;
we'll run and play, hand in hand.
Take my heart and hold it true;
forever I'll stay close to you.
Seize my words and listen well,
then forever I will tell.
Release your heart and feelings too,
just as I will do for you.
Trust your heart and follow me,
to that place we long to be. [/FRAME]
Friendship is a precious gift in life. it's great present from ALLAH, that help us to learn how to trust one another and sharing the parts of your soul that long for understanding.
It's as one a poet said in his poem
[FRAME="7 70"]
Follow Me[/COLOR
]by Michelle Newton
[COLOR="SeaGreen"]Take my hand and follow me
to that place I long to be.
Take my hand and trust my way,
in that place forever stay.
Follow me toward the sand;
we'll run and play, hand in hand.
Take my heart and hold it true;
forever I'll stay close to you.
Seize my words and listen well,
then forever I will tell.
Release your heart and feelings too,
just as I will do for you.
Trust your heart and follow me,
to that place we long to be. [/FRAME]
ب
11-10-2008 | 02:52 AM
On 10th October
At 1:21
It's Tooooo Late ,I know! ...
I remeber ! How much do hate me to stay awake to a late hour at night ............ It's your Goust who visits Me in This Cold and Windy Night
I remeber! What happened Since you left.... Since everything droped between us!!!!!!
I remeber! How many promise that we had!!! How many word that we said.!... And , How many Story we lived!... How many time we said coodbye
And How many we said Hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I remeber and never forget
How much all of that brought me tears and smile
:16:
Since You left!!
At 1:21
It's Tooooo Late ,I know! ...
I remeber ! How much do hate me to stay awake to a late hour at night ............ It's your Goust who visits Me in This Cold and Windy Night
I remeber! What happened Since you left.... Since everything droped between us!!!!!!
I remeber! How many promise that we had!!! How many word that we said.!... And , How many Story we lived!... How many time we said coodbye
And How many we said Hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I remeber and never forget
How much all of that brought me tears and smile
:16:
Since You left!!
It was the same emotion that visits me
Sadness
Loneness
Fear
Lost
And
Missing you
:16:
Since You left Me
Tears...
They never stop visiting me
Sadness !!!
I live it everyday
Loneness!!!
I'm alone all the time
Fear!!!
You know ... That I never feel peacful
Lost!!!
I'm lost without you...
Since you left
I'm missing you...
Sadness
Loneness
Fear
Lost
And
Missing you
:16:
Since You left Me
Tears...
They never stop visiting me
Sadness !!!
I live it everyday
Loneness!!!
I'm alone all the time
Fear!!!
You know ... That I never feel peacful
Lost!!!
I'm lost without you...
Since you left
I'm missing you...
:16:
(w)(w)(w)(w)(w)(w)(w)(w)(w)(w)(w)
Forgive Me!!!
I wote My Trivial Words again
Even You'll never read them .......... This anothor message from me to you ... Message that has words that are ever been said before
(w)(w)(w)(w)(w)(w)(w)(w)(w)(w)(w)
Forgive Me!!!
I wote My Trivial Words again
Even You'll never read them .......... This anothor message from me to you ... Message that has words that are ever been said before
&
11-10-2008 | 03:27 PM
The butterflies of hope
-Fly...fly away my lucky butterflies & land gently on my friend's hurt heart...!!
.
.
.
But,
please
sweeties,
.
.
be really very careful ..when you all hug it with your warm.. sunny wings!!
.
coz
.
as
I
know
very
well
my best
friend's
fragile
heart
.
.
It 's a very sensitive one with lots of broken parts.
Mind it darling, with your colorful wings of love & care.
Tell her that we were sent by me to show her how can hope really be given & sent
by those who once lose it but were saved luckily by others who agreed kindly to
sent their
caring
butterflies
to carry
it carefully
through
a
very
long
rescue
emotional
journey
!!
===============================================================
Notes:We all have faith & hope but though we still need the others to send theirs coz, we really
tend to forget ours easily when we get covered by the scary darkness of our life's problems
so,that's why we all really need sometimes the others' butterflies of hopes to fly around our blind heart.
:15:
===========================================================================
:9_33:
Green Salad
d
11-10-2008 | 04:21 PM
Hello Sweet Sugare ....Green Salad
How are you dear? Ihope you are ok.....I Would like to congratulate you on that fabulious idea .....you have got such a tender soul and a creative mind.....I liked your idea so much .....and ofcourse it is an honour for me to participate in your topic .....but Today is not a good day to write about........today october,11,2008 Iam very sad and desperate & I feel lonely.....I do not know what to say ....the words are flying....and my mind is leading a state of disorder....I have to say bye in order not to make other feel sad
Again thanks for the nice topic
How are you dear? Ihope you are ok.....I Would like to congratulate you on that fabulious idea .....you have got such a tender soul and a creative mind.....I liked your idea so much .....and ofcourse it is an honour for me to participate in your topic .....but Today is not a good day to write about........today october,11,2008 Iam very sad and desperate & I feel lonely.....I do not know what to say ....the words are flying....and my mind is leading a state of disorder....I have to say bye in order not to make other feel sad
Again thanks for the nice topic
&
11-10-2008 | 05:29 PM
Dear [COLOR=Magenta]dreamy heart[/COLOR]:1_8:,
The honor is mine sweety, just to see your lovely.&. encouraging respond written in my humble topic
!!
Everybody cannot enter this topic easily & write anything here.. just like that..!!
coz what's written here is actually our [COLOR=Purple]precious: thoughts & feelings
!!
So,take your time darling as we all usually do till those shy trembling emotions allow herself to be explored by her other sisters
:B_wink:
!!
[/COLOR],